Take this sinking ship and point it home

That Girl by David Choi.. It doesn’t get old.

I went from having five coffees a day back down to like two or three.  I feel empty. :(  ..But coffee has no effect on me.  My brother’s been trying to prove to me that I’m addicted since I was like 10.  That’s probably not good.

Your Facebook profile photo. A photo of yourself a year ago. A photo that makes you happy. A photo of someone you love. A photo of only you. A photo of someone you are no longer friends with. A photo of the last place you went on vacation. A photo that makes you laugh. A photo of something you care about. An intense photo. A picture of you concentrating. A photo of you and your bestfriend. A picture of you as a baby. A photo of a really good hair day. A photo of you dancing. A really bad photo of you. A picture of a haircut you had. A photo of someone you miss. A photo of something awkward. A picture of something you won’t ever forget. A photo your friends won’t let you live down. A photo of you eating. A ‘deer in the headlights’ photo. A group photo. A photo you like for a reason you aren’t sure of. A photo that won’t ever be the same as then. A photo you were obsessed with for awhile. An animal you love. A photo of you with a sibling. A photo of you in school. A photo of your eye. A photo of you laughing.

Don’t post “questions” unless they’re about things on my blog i.e. music, posts, interests.  Don’t ask me questions to insult me.  I don’t have a formspring and this isn’t supposed to be my formspring.  So please stop.

Today I had a heart to heart with a couple of my friends on the ride home and I realized that I was upset for different reasons.  Many people are terrified for their senior year and college, while I’m upset that I have to wait another year to actually leave.  I feel so ready and Meriden, Connecticut truly isn’t cutting it for me anymore.  There’s a 60% chance I’ll be on the west coast, more specifically Seattle (at least I really hope so).  The thought of this is so exciting and I really won’t miss too much over here.  This being my last Thanksgiving and Christmas doesn’t scare me at all.  I can’t wait to be on my own.  I can’t wait to be living in a completely new area with completely new people.  Of course I’ll miss my close friends, but I have to do what’s best for me.  We all do.  I guess going to California and Washington really made me want this year to go by faster because I now know what can be in store for me.  I want to do research.  I want to travel.  I want college.